Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day.
Today I learned that the miracle baby I've been carrying for nine weeks no longer has a heartbeat.
Today I understand the pain and heartache so many other survivors have felt.
My heart breaks for everyone who has endured this torture in the past and for everyone after me.
I am at the beginning of the end of this journey. Mild cramping a light bleeding have already started.
The worst part, I'm still pregnant. My tiny baby bump ( which seems exaggerated) still carries a baby...a dead baby.
Devastated doesn't even begin to describe it.
10 comments:
Oh my God, Deanna. I am so, so sorry. :(
I am so sorry. My heart heart is breaking for you.
Oh honey no :( I'm so, so sorry. I'm here if you ever need to talk. *hugs*
I'm so sorry, Deanna. It is just devastating. Please know we're thinking of you and understand what you're going through. <3
Oh, love.... I'm so sorry. I know this time is already so hard for you and will be. If you ever want to vent your thoughts, feelings and frustrations, please please please feel like you can email me. I know what you are going through. harper.elisabeth @ gmail.com
I can't believe this...I am so sorry for your loss!!
Oh no! I am so sorry ;(
I am really sorry. That is just devastating and very unfair.
Words just can't describe how sorry I am about your loss. Sending you and your family lots of love and peace in dealing with this.
Deanna, I'm so sorry for your loss. Here's what I wrote when I had my 1st loss at 9weeks. http://writingfromlimbo.blogspot.com/2011/10/i-was-mother-once-for-9-weeks-and-five.html
Thinking of you.
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