Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day.
Today I learned that the miracle baby I've been carrying for nine weeks no longer has a heartbeat.
Today I understand the pain and heartache so many other survivors have felt.
My heart breaks for everyone who has endured this torture in the past and for everyone after me.
I am at the beginning of the end of this journey. Mild cramping a light bleeding have already started.
The worst part, I'm still pregnant. My tiny baby bump ( which seems exaggerated) still carries a baby...a dead baby.
Devastated doesn't even begin to describe it.